The day the day
how it gathered
as it went
I was halfway crass
and cruel in my tone
Something escapes me
or something has gone
Missing
I miss my old me
most times
When I didn't have time
to wallow in remembering
to keep it all
together
Each sharing of words is
like a glue
it keeps my face
on just straight
Staying awake in
everyday life
Putting into words those favorable and sometimes unfathomable feelings...
Monday, June 10, 2013
Friday, June 7, 2013
Fine Time
Some of the time
it's a movie reel I've seen
To remember the moving
pictures in the moments
I can compare the feel
Of the yesteryear and
glimpses of today for
the tomorrow I hope to have
So my future-self can
reminisce in every memory
The actors in the movies all
play their parts
well just like these
in my life
Much of it is taken in that
way props decorated convey
The dirty corner
that catches
my eye
stands for many things-
neglected, unkempt,
in need of expertise
Some actors feel
they fit them
finely and free
Just as the loneliness washes
over so slowly
the silent screaming
is there
We're all trained in reaction-
with a smile on my face
it's a movie reel I've seen
To remember the moving
pictures in the moments
I can compare the feel
Of the yesteryear and
glimpses of today for
the tomorrow I hope to have
So my future-self can
reminisce in every memory
The actors in the movies all
play their parts
well just like these
in my life
Much of it is taken in that
way props decorated convey
The dirty corner
that catches
my eye
stands for many things-
neglected, unkempt,
in need of expertise
Some actors feel
they fit them
finely and free
Just as the loneliness washes
over so slowly
the silent screaming
is there
We're all trained in reaction-
with a smile on my face
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Oh Mister
Mister Possibilities
You always come to
haunt me
I follow you so easily
down a rabbit hole
or two
But whatever dreams
may bring is all I see
Any inkling of feelings
hold me in your second
Oh Mister Possibilities
You are what you
seem to be
Achieve a glimmer of
hope in my own
impossibilities
What once was
could never again be
And even what once
never fruited anything
Still haunts me
Oh Mister Possibilities
you always send me
dreaming
To visit a past moment
stuck in vivid memories
But what I remember
is not at all
the reality
Because Mister Possibilities
you have only
let downs
for me
Hell, then, because of what
was said
What is daunting me is
just a mirage
gone in a second I see
Mister Possibilities
you bring me dreams
I unwillingly follow
And end up in misery
Please
Please
Mister Possibilities
Don't bring me a treat
Don't give me a scene
Just leave me be
in day's normal routine
You always come to
haunt me
I follow you so easily
down a rabbit hole
or two
But whatever dreams
may bring is all I see
Any inkling of feelings
hold me in your second
Oh Mister Possibilities
You are what you
seem to be
Achieve a glimmer of
hope in my own
impossibilities
What once was
could never again be
And even what once
never fruited anything
Still haunts me
Oh Mister Possibilities
you always send me
dreaming
To visit a past moment
stuck in vivid memories
But what I remember
is not at all
the reality
Because Mister Possibilities
you have only
let downs
for me
Hell, then, because of what
was said
What is daunting me is
just a mirage
gone in a second I see
Mister Possibilities
you bring me dreams
I unwillingly follow
And end up in misery
Please
Please
Mister Possibilities
Don't bring me a treat
Don't give me a scene
Just leave me be
in day's normal routine
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