Friday, July 31, 2009

best

so contagious
non-anti-outrageous
spunky smiling
laughing not chiding
lights as rays
peer down dark caves
find her again
truly heart sent
and hold and cherish
gripping life's rarest
where the real meaning
lies within beaming
his small hands hold
worlds never sold
his laugh is the best

Monday, July 27, 2009

Like Your Music

melodies please follow me
hold my hand in yours forever
carry me along like your music notes
into the winds, into the seas
I laugh; you are so clever
my heart keepsakes your quotes
and see the chorus is where I follow
surprisingly all see the unexpectedly
jumps and hoops and landings
blindfolded in my inner hollows
calling my name to beckon me

Thursday, July 16, 2009

before/after

tell a story of madness
in love without your sadness
that carries love and hoping
above all that entails coping

where my heart is held high
and my spirit is nearby
and every moment means
much more than every dream

before it came and ended
before the tears descended
before the stars they lied
in my face while you denied

the evil poison diminished my soul
created a shift big enough in our woes
again, again, and again once more
strength is taken away from me
reliance both and your honesty

because now no promises exist
your love for what we wished
is gone
all gone
so long

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Fool of

oh dear agony
you continue to enslave me
while my eyes burn
and emptiness churns
somehow you are familiar
somehow you are so killer
there is nothing to be
but a beauty or a beast
and what is left of life
when you don't hold the knife
when you take the stone
and smash it against bones

those others' words
just can't be heard
they are but fools laughable
together in adolescent travels
they are so eager to avoid
the big picture instead toyed
nothing to do but ignore
everyone who is not my core
embrace this day's moment
to ensnare what's heaven sent

Thursday, July 9, 2009

barred 05/10/09

Broken, broken
barred unspoken
Love lies here not
beneath this angry hot

Temper, temper
better remembered
Evil eyes see not
farsighted worries rot

Center, center
attention getter
Hands here hold do not
tender unclasped hands sought

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Seas

Capture my netted heart
Enrapture my longed soul
Hit me in the arm long parts
Throw me in a shallow bowl
Lonely in a room
of mouths and minds
Breaking verbiage tradition
Melting molded conditions
Better to be stolen away
My inner preclevities
than lost amongst them
the endless
seas

Monday, July 6, 2009

broken 2

Broken, shattered into millions of pieces
Held on, glued together by dependency issues,
few loved ones, guilty sorrows.
But those pieces aren't as strong,
as the whole once was.
And some chips and crack open waves
of sharp pieces flooding on my heart.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Turn

rock a wish away be lovelier than today
follow notes in your soul floating by
carry me and mine over lakes and streams
of time
heavy words weigh on me growing together
separately but barely
where travels find circles widen,
later coincide, break away, quickly gone
catch a pickup game con
notice the trick but do not hint
see the slight of hand movements
steal your lightness
of being still in quietness
so you don't notice
the turn

Friday, July 3, 2009

Seated

Sight made me see but the light
pointed to need.
The touch caught my taste of
love and fear,
because the dark apart cares.
Hearing fantastic tales and songs
singing to my broken pieces
sent away clinging.

Warmth went cold and slide under
my feet, where to hold embrace
by the earthly seat.
Chased down senses following me, but
too scattered, lost, and frayed to meet.
Secure with stars- infinite space to
dream away and ignore the scars.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Sweet Rumble

waiting a long time
many years with a viewing
many moons
see the difference
so maybe now soon
to find space to belong
easy to fit in
write a song

break it down inside
break me piece by piece
what a scary
bumpy ride
envy for time to cease

here I am
follow me
I can't follow
you should see
but some days
you just don't see me
rumble by on so sweetly
mysterious beyond me

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Oh Now

Wayard motion
pulling forward
passing by and nodding,
knowing:
How many awkward ideas
linger fasting in disguise

Try to find me
hide and seek me
taste my differing
sea of desires growing, fleeing

Fleeting on a ship
stowing away
where once
we were now