Somehow a secret I've always kept
Has always kept me safe at night
And through the busy-ness of day
Except somehow it got lost
Away it crept.
I know I loved you first.
You are everything to me instead
I feel like the heaviness of life
Let me forget so I did not remember to fight.
My fault; my fault.
My actions brought down
My own previous un-beautiful world
But now inside a new place I'm caught.